BPD got the better of me, I wouldn't blame the illness, but on my lack of control over my emotions and thoughts. Just one year back, I got a really good friend, who cares, and was willing to be supportive, the kind of friend I had wanted for years. As I got closer, I wished more and more for her company, I would need to see her everyday, would send her hundreds of sms's a day, chat on messenger, and so on. I should say she had been really patient with me. As the no. of sms's increased, she stopped replying to them, and I would get really upset and angry, and accuse her. At one point of time, she felt that I was not giving her the space she needed, that she was feeling suffocated, she siad she wanted to keep her distance, I was really hurt and kept away from her for a week or so, and then I returned to her. She was still patient and caring with me. This happened a couple of times, till I felt really upset that she was trying to avoid me, coz she was openly saying it this time that she wanted to get rid of me. I felt a different kind of emotion and thought taking over me, I wanted to hurt her back. This is something I've never felt like doing to her before, knowing how much I loved my friend. At that point of time, i picked on a topic which would hurt her the most, Though she didnt get hurt, she was shocked on my intention to hurt her and she left me once and for all. Though I tried my best with apologies, she never came back. I am shocked myself and confused, on how I could ever dream of trying to hurt my friend, as I could never stand anyone trying to hurt her, I dont know if I could get my friend back, but is there some way...Please help how to get back orkut account - orkut Help::
hi guys please help mei was accesing my orkut account with the id help me i need my scraps back..please reply or mail me at nishanth_nikethan@rediffmail.
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If you have BPD, are you on medication? Because what you are doing is very dangerous and could hurt your friend, and she sounds as though she is fearful for her life. You may have pushed too far this time. If you aren't on meds, get on some, see how they work, then try talking to her again, explaining to her that you have meds now. All I can say is good luck, and don't be surprised if she doesn't come back... Sai baba help us Please::
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you were getting too attached to her as thats what i'm getting from your story, i once i that 2 years ago in summer, i knew this girl only 3 months during that whole summer and i pretty much did what you did to that girl except not that much. then something happened and i know things are not gonna go well between me and her, so i never talked/see her.
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I need some advice. I am cat sitting for a friend. She has a 20-year I am assuming the older one is the mother of the little male. My friend started feeding
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the 1st thing you can do is to change yourself to be independent, when you were trying to get revenge you're being "self-conceited" like...who "she thing she is being like this to me", lastly, just act passively around her, say hi and stuff but don't start with any hasty remarks, and when she needs help, do it involunteerily
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I need my friend back, please help?